Mixed Emotions

Well I am sad happy to report that I started my period so my cyst did indeed resolve itself.  I am glad that my body seemed to figure things out and starting my period means we can move forward with our FET in June.  Which is great news.  But even though I know, KNOW, that I didn't ovulate due to the cyst it's still hard to really feel joy when your period comes.  There's always that tiny voice in the back of my mind saying *maybe*.  Sigh.

But moving forward is good!  And I'm anxious to implant our little frosty and see where he/she takes us!  I'm continuing to focus on having only positive thoughts and trying not to think any further ahead until we know what happens.  I have a rough outline of next steps if this transfer fails but I'm not going to let myself start putting anything in motion until I see this through.  So one step at a time and this small one is the beginning.  Here's to hoping the third try is the charm!