I feel broken. Heart broken, physically broken, emotionally broken. I don't understand why this is happening to us. I don't know what is wrong with my body. I don't know how we move on.
I feel like we are never going to have a baby. And it feels so unfair. I'm angry. And I'm sad. I'm so sad. I feel like D has been tricked into this childless marriage and it clearly was not what he signed up for. I feel guilty. And the weight of my disappointment, his disappointment, our parents disappointment is crushing me. I have failed everyone. Again.
I have no idea where we go from here. I feel hopeless and helpless. And so very alone.
Oh my friend, I am so incredibly sorry! Just broken hearted with you! This is all so frustrating and unfair! You certainly don't deserve this! I know there are no words to comfort you in this moment, but just know that I'm thinking of you tonight.
ReplyDeleteOh sweet friend, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. I know there are no words right now that can take away your pain, but know that I am praying for you and your husband as you grieve this loss.
ReplyDeleteOh no! Im so sad for you. Praying for healing and answers. Sending you so much love.
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