Well the clinic just called and said we are on for transfer today (Day 3). Which means we have less than 5 embryos left. Sigh. I knew statistically that the chances of all 6 making it were slim but you can't help but hope. The nurse didn't have any information on how many embryos remain or their quality. They will tell us that when we get there. So even though I'm feeling terrified and sick to my stomach I'm praying so hard that there are 4 good quality embryos still growing and dividing. I'm trying not to think about (and mourn) the 2 that we lost. I know they weren't meant to be. But they were me and D and it's still feels like a loss.
So this is when I need to take a minute and pull it together. Give those doubts and fears to God and focus on being positive that this IS our time and WILL work for us. All we need is one and hope is never lost.
If you have some extra prayers for our embabies please send them our way. I'll update after transfer. Thanks you for your love and support.
Praying in this very moment for you, your transfer, and each of your sweet embryos! It's always so incredibly hard to mourn the ones you lost while being hopeful for the ones you have. Praying for supernatural peace to settle over you during your transfer. Thinking of you this morning!
ReplyDeleteAmanda I saw your comment when we were waiting at the clinic and it made me smile and brought me peace and comfort. Thank you for your support. It means so much.
DeleteI'm praying for you guys and your transfer.. And praying that God will lay his hands upon your womb and help your embryo/s to implant and become the child you have wished for.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your beautiful prayers. I will focus on them in the days to come.
DeleteIt only takes one! Keep up the positive thoughts and give it all to God. Saying extra prayers for you today!
ReplyDeleteWe appreciate it Allison! I am dreading the 2ww but determined to stay positive for my little ones. I believe in them and have faith!
ReplyDeleteI'm praying for you girl! Lay your hands over your womb and speak faith filled words of life into these babies today and everyday. Hugs!!
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